6/6/2012

Where do i begin. I go from a positive uplifting post of Thank You’s for Donations to this post. Thus the Roller Coaster of this nonprofit business. It is simply how it is and i do not believe i will ever get used to it. I hope i never do, as i believe that will help keep me on my toes and grounded in who we are.
Tomorrow, Thursday 6/7/2012, i will be picking up one of our Friends In Need from the Pinellas County Jail in Clearwater, Florida. On May 23rd i went to visit him in jail…on his baby daughters 1st Birthday. Last May 2011, she was Born Into Homelessness. He has been in jail since January of this year. For stupid stuff. Thats the easiest way to put it. He is married to the Mother of his 1 year old baby girl.
When i pick him up, although he is happy to be getting released and can see his daughter, he will have no place to go. No where to sleep. No where to hang out, and no where to go relax of his own. Not entirely his fault as it “takes two to tango” as they say. He will have a pair of shoes and a few items of clothing. Nothing else. He might, might have his minimum wage job still. He has no ideas or any plans. He is scared and lost.
I do have some ideas.
It will be my job to Lead him, continue him down the path i laid for him last year. Only this time i will have to hit him hard between the eyes. He does not have anymore chances with his family, this is it. Jesus i know will be riding ‘Shot Gun” in our Mobile Crisis Outreach Van. :-))! It won’t be fun, it will not be easy.
I have no idea how long the day will go. I never do. Jesus dictates my hours. My assignments and how they get completed. No doubt though it will be long. That is if this friend In Need calls me when he is released. Right now his mind is mush. He feels Lost. 
There is a positive here though, his wife is willing to try and make things work and go to counseling for all of them.
He just cannot stay where they were living. Not together. For now.
We/STA has spent a good deal of time with this family. Time, thats what we do. Provide Hope in The Midst of Crisis. That is what we do. What ever it takes, what ever we are able to do, how ever long it takes. As long as those in need are wanting our help and we are able to provide it, funds permitting.
So, i pray to Jehovah and His Son Jesus that they will give me the right words and the proper level of intensity…not to hard and not to soft and not to fast as i can many times be. They have not let me down yet with working/helping someone. It is all on their time line and everything is done on their will and what they see as best.
Funny thing, during the end of last year, we had to let 99% of those we helped spread their own wings, or at least have the chance to. STA almost threw in the towel. But, Jesus spoke to his Father in heaven on our behalf and Jehovah told me…….”Nope ya aint getting off that easy!!” And now it seems that one by one those who were closest to our hearts are returning and in great need of us again. The thing is? I know it is Jesus bringing them back to us because He and His Father in Heaven are not done with them or us/STA yet.
So here we are, back at it again. Full bore. The heavy duty stuff.
I do not have a paying job. And that bothers me many days. But, what i do know is….. I have a Calling, of no choice of my own. A job given me.
There is a great deal of pressure on me for tomorrow. It will be a difficult and emotional day. Most likely as i am on my way home and returning to “me” again, returning to my beautiful God given Wife Patricia, i will break down in tears at the thought of all that has gone on and how overwhelming God can be and how he and Jesus work. It is incredible, but overwhelming. I have one day to make a severe impact on this man and his wife. I spoke to his wife today for 40 minutes after i visited him jail. I do believe Jesus is already working in her. I am counting on it in fact. I know Jehovah will be watching and Jesus will be with me. Truthfully, that is simply the only way i will get through it.
Please, if you will put in a request to Jesus and His Father and pray for this family and pray for me too that i can succeed in helping them all Take Back Their Lives. Pray please that Jesus is in them already. Pray please that he turns his face to them and shines on them all. Please Pray that satan does not win this one and destroy this family any more then he has. I will fight him with everything i have.
They All deserve it.
Thank you.

Lance Greene/Founder

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